I did it, I'm now playing number 1 singles. I actually was able to pull myself together enough to beat the girl ho played 1 last semester. This was literally impossible to do at eastern, I was to crazy on the court. Here, I don't have any other option but to be the best. No excuses, so I had to prove myself worthy. I don't ever want to stop playing. I know it's a long ways away but I'm continually thinking about after university what will happen with tennis and I. I would like to play on the circuit, but that would require lots of money and support. I am going to start saving now and talking to people this summer to see if it's a realistic possibiblity. I don't think I could handle just letting tennis go so soon. I would for sure have a breakdown of some sort. Therefore, this needs to happen. In the meantime I will play here at Bryant and try to impress everyone and perhaps get enough attention to catch the eye of a sponser.